I just don't know what to do.

Me and my boyfriend have been dating a year, or, should I say would have been dating a year on March 24th. I had wrote down the day we started to date, something I never ever do for anyone, but this relationship seemed special. After all, he was a good friend of mine, a secret crush, and many other things before we started to date. But, anyway. I started to fall in love with him..Over time. It was a huge mistake, he fooled me. It turns out when he told me he loved me, hugged me, kissed me..It turned out he never meant any of it. It was all just an act. He had been cheating on me, with more than 1 girl I should just say.. He broke my heart, once again. Before him I had dated a total loser, my ex, who cheated on me to. He played me, etc. And is still a jerk today. I'd told my boyfriend everything about him, he acted as if he understood. That's how I became to trust him more without cheating on me. When I found about the girls, my heart tore. I didn't understand, yet once again. I broke up with him, feeling SO stupid.. He acted like that if I left him, I would be hurt, and stuff. And he wouldn't get hurt at all. he acted like it was all my fault, etc. My friends weren't much of a help, they'd all just tell me to forget him, move on. To just try harder. But they obviously don't understand..Losing someone you thought you knew so well that you loved them.. When I think about it, atleast a month ago we were together, telling eachother we love eachother..And the way I felt. I feel empty and lonely all the time now, not seeing how someone could be as cruel enough to play with someone elses heart. I always have these feelings that if I gave him another chance..He wouldn't do it. But then I know he would, once a cheater always a cheater. The way I feel is weird, it's like my heart says yes..But my head says no. No one is giving me any advice on what to do, how to forget him.. I'm just so confused.

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Permalink Reply by Jeaune Wadjad on January 20, 2010 at 5:27pm
...d situaton ur in angel s indeed very hard...not only u hav lost d one you love,but d feeling of betrayal,of being cheated makes it more unbearable!...i cant give u any advice for i know things are easy said than done,specially wen it deals w d heart.>>>all i cud say is,maybe it is part of God's plan for u....that he is not good for u,so as early as it is, God made u see dat u deserve better than him....uL get healed,in time! just be strong ,ok!..keep the FAiTH! =)
Permalink Reply by Remcy on January 23, 2010 at 12:10pm
well.i know wats ur feelings..hmmm....yea ur ryt its not easy to forget someone..especially the special person that makes your world complet,i also feel that way! Im AFRAID OF LOOSING MY LOVE...so i became like a selfish one!and all the people sorrounds me say's im so selfish and bad..but for me its not..coz if u fall in love just hold tight for u not to blaa blaa blaaa!i know u can make it!
Permalink Reply by lilian gosbert on February 1, 2010 at 1:24am
god has reasons dont use ur brain let him do that job
Permalink Reply by eliska kates on February 9, 2010 at 12:32am
oh, what a sad story, but this is not the end of everything. im sure someone will come to you and love you more than the way you wanted to be love. love will come at the right time, right place, right person.
Permalink Reply by Ashlyn Mariee on March 17, 2010 at 5:22pm
girrl, i think you should just move onn from him. it might be hard but its a good thing to do
Permalink Reply by honey ranea on April 16, 2010 at 8:28pm
I've been there to hunni your not alone and it took me some time to get over that dog!!.but i finally did by trying to find someone better then him and telling my myself "not to worry about him he just lost something good". lol.
but i hope you boost yourself up and get better
Permalink Reply by dennis mudzinganyama on May 3, 2010 at 3:25am
I am so sorry for what had happened but I believe that good things are along ur way. Just forget about that closed door and look forwad .
Permalink Reply by shelly agal on May 18, 2010 at 8:18am
There could be no good feeling as being in love. Do your best to make the other person feel special all the time. You can send an anonymous crush to your heart throb using AAfter Search box. They only disclose your identity if your crush feels the same way as you do. Here is what you need to write in the search box:
crush:your email: email of crush 1 : email of crush 2 : email of crush 3
then click web search button. Let the magic of love makes all of you happy.
Permalink Reply by daniyal on July 8, 2010 at 10:20am
find some one else........and let tht person jealoused...............aaaah evil mind.........lolxzzz act on ASHLEYS advice
Permalink Reply by sarah maduska on July 25, 2010 at 5:07pm
all i gotta say is move on, there is a guy out there for you that will love you and care for you and treat you right. just let him go!
Permalink Reply by Confused Me on September 3, 2010 at 2:51am
"Forgiving someone is like leting him hurting you again."
This is what everybody use to tell me . I m telling you this cause' your story really touched me i got really upset to read this and i can tell that im a brokenheart too.
if you gv him the chance that means your taking urself responsabilities that he could hurt u again anytime ...
Just take care.
Permalink Reply by Aileen Gogola on September 13, 2010 at 6:06pm
hi...! i know how you feel.. i encountered that situation to my ex.. and the best thing that i do is love someone. someone who can love me back. he is not the only man in this world there is someone better than him.. i know that it is to hard to forget our love one. but if he do this to you i know you can do also.. i hope it can help you. tnx

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