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do u think im using him to move on???..(from "thoughts from the heart of a brokenhearted"..)

while i was in the stage of moving on..

trying to divert my attention to somethings else..

while i was just sitting in a corner,trying to forget but still memories are haunting me..

while i thought im totally ok..

someone walked in,and sat beside me..

His names Kris..
It was just may23,09 during our ojt culmination night when we got the chance to introduced ourselves with each other. and that's how i started meeting him.

everything happened so fast..

now,June 23,09 just a month ago..

our feelings grew more than friendship..mutual understanding that's how they call it.
but i told him about my situation. emotionally, im not ready for any commitment. im still in the process of total acceptance,as well as trying to find myself again. because Ive drown myself to someone who's not worthy.

i told him im i promised myself not to be committed for a year,and he said he can wait..

base from his answer,he made me smile..

ITS NICE TO KNOW THAT THERE'S STILL THAT SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS U A LOT,FROM THE SMALLEST UP TO THE BIGGEST OF THINGS.

now i can say,im appee..
to have him as my best friend..my special someone..that im starting to like him..
in DUE TIME..
if he could wait..

but do you think im using him to move on from my demn ex?
i hope im not..
i simply enjoyed his company..
while were getting to know each other..

advices plz..

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Permalink Reply by Carina on June 23, 2009 at 5:10am

For me your not using him, things came up to you, you didnt pick him up and say "i want you to be mine so i can forget him" the fate brought you both together, and the most important thing is you been true to him with your feelings,

so be happy coz someone is willing to give you want you deserve.

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Permalink Reply by annabelle balaoro on June 23, 2009 at 6:03am

hello girl, i couldn't see anything wrong if you accept him as your lover. If you started to like the guy, why don't you confess your feelings and be true to your self. are you afraid to lose him? I guess, you are already ready to start a new life. You are already healed and survived from your past...

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Permalink Reply by davood on June 24, 2009 at 12:49pm

Hi nance,

if ur sure tht u totally forget ur Ex then you go ahead. bcoz your going to entire into someones life who may love you like a mad and my request to you is never break this person heart by telling or comparing anything with your Ex. every individual is unique and if this person is willing to love u and marry you thn im sure that this person love you for what your and you please never tel him to change in future try to keep him happy and tht person will love you more then himself, but if you talk or start comparing and talking about your ex with him it creates a bigger unnecessary problems in life.