I'm afraid to give you my all, I'm afraid to love you completely. But the truth is I have given you my all, And I do love you completely there is no other person I want more than I want you.. and the reason it always comes down to losing you is because I'm so deeply afraid of losing you.
I love you because I know you're always there... there to catch me when I fall... there to listen when I need you, there when I feel alone. I love you because you understand me... you know how I feel even when I can't say it... you know I'm not as strong as I say and still you never let me know that I'm not fooling you. I love you because you make me believe, believe that I am not worthless... believe that i am worth it.. that I am beautiful, because when I'm with you i feel like the prettiest girl in the world..believe that I can be loved, am loved, and can love others. I love you because you know, you know I feel this way but can't say it and still you wait... letting me take my time to come to terms with the fact that I love you... would give my life up to be with you... and above all... never hurt you... lie to you... or leave you. Now I hope you understand.
Do you want to know what my problem is? I will tell you what my problem is, I LOVE YOU I love your name, I love the way you look at me, I love your amazing smile, I love the way you walk, I love your eyes, I love what you look like when you are asleep, I love the sound of your laugh, to hear your voice fills my entire heart with an indescribable feeling. I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood. I love how when you touch me I get weak, that is my problem...
Maybe it's the way you grab my hand and hold it... or the way you kiss me... or maybe it's the way you let me put my arms around you... maybe it's the way you look at me... and your smile just makes me melt... maybe it's the way we can text for hours about absolutely nothing but I still feel like I just had the best conversation of my whole life... maybe it's the way that I want to break down and cry when I think about how you hold me up on a pedestal... maybe that's it... that makes me want you so much.. maybe that's what makes me miss you so much.. maybe that's why I'm so afraid of losing you.. maybe your my world.. maybe when you touch me, hold me, look at me, even when your around me I'm happy maybe you are just the most amazing thing in the world.. maybe I love you with all my heart..
The truth is you make me happy.. I fall more in love with you every day (:
Kevin Cody Wyatt you have my heart <3