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how will i get rid of my bitter feeling about my past?
hi friends out there! i badly needed good opinions about this story of mine..
i had a boyfriend several months ago. we first met in the internet thru chat. and we've been boyfriends in the same way. he was from sucat and i am from laguna, it's a far distance for a serious relationship isn't it?we hardly see each other not just because of our distance, i am also working at that time. but i can clearly remember that i never missed a day without texting or calling him.we finally met each other on 4th of april, we go around the mall, watch movie and then a lunch date. the next time we met he introduced me with his family and friends i felt warmth with the way they entertained me they are all nice and i got close to his mom, she treats me as if i am married with his son every time we see each other, she also calls me sometimes to know my condition.i am happy with what we have though we're far from each other. i thought that it would last and he's serious about me. we have lots of promises and dreams for the future. the last time we see each other was on his birthday. i don't really understand why but i made it with him. but the bad thing is that after we made it he turn his back and sleep without hugging me. i was wandering the whole night that there must be something wrong. before that thing happened he is so much sweet and gentle to me. i almost even fill the whole memory of my computer with all his sweet messages to me. days passes by i never received any text or any call from him, he don't answer my calls. and then while i was in a travel i was surprised that i received text message from him. he said in his first message "hi! how are you now?" . then i said "i missed you so much". then he called. he told me that he is bored not with me but in our relationship.he said that he is already dating someone else, and he's starting to like her much. i never had a chance to speak up and tell him how i feel just when i fell into tears i turned off the phone and deleted all his pictures and contact #. few days after i unintentionally open his friendster acct. i saw her new girlfriends pictures with him.and i found out that they are already commited since we begin. i felt so much bitter but i don't want him to know how i feel right now. since then i am trying to conquer it all by my self i renewed my self, i go out with friends and i put make up so nothing bitter would show up from my face.but how ever i try to get rid of this feeling still it remains.i don't know if i still love him or its just mu ego who triggers my emotion.
i had a boyfriend several months ago. we first met in the internet thru chat. and we've been boyfriends in the same way. he was from sucat and i am from laguna, it's a far distance for a serious relationship isn't it?we hardly see each other not just because of our distance, i am also working at that time. but i can clearly remember that i never missed a day without texting or calling him.we finally met each other on 4th of april, we go around the mall, watch movie and then a lunch date. the next time we met he introduced me with his family and friends i felt warmth with the way they entertained me they are all nice and i got close to his mom, she treats me as if i am married with his son every time we see each other, she also calls me sometimes to know my condition.i am happy with what we have though we're far from each other. i thought that it would last and he's serious about me. we have lots of promises and dreams for the future. the last time we see each other was on his birthday. i don't really understand why but i made it with him. but the bad thing is that after we made it he turn his back and sleep without hugging me. i was wandering the whole night that there must be something wrong. before that thing happened he is so much sweet and gentle to me. i almost even fill the whole memory of my computer with all his sweet messages to me. days passes by i never received any text or any call from him, he don't answer my calls. and then while i was in a travel i was surprised that i received text message from him. he said in his first message "hi! how are you now?" . then i said "i missed you so much". then he called. he told me that he is bored not with me but in our relationship.he said that he is already dating someone else, and he's starting to like her much. i never had a chance to speak up and tell him how i feel just when i fell into tears i turned off the phone and deleted all his pictures and contact #. few days after i unintentionally open his friendster acct. i saw her new girlfriends pictures with him.and i found out that they are already commited since we begin. i felt so much bitter but i don't want him to know how i feel right now. since then i am trying to conquer it all by my self i renewed my self, i go out with friends and i put make up so nothing bitter would show up from my face.but how ever i try to get rid of this feeling still it remains.i don't know if i still love him or its just mu ego who triggers my emotion.
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Permalink Reply by AS on -
Lisren Sweetheart, A guy like that isnt worth ur tears at all, a liar. Im sorry you hurt, but if it makes u feel better i met a girl on a game online and we love eachother truely, i am paranoid alot, and i love her alot, we made promises to eachother too about our future, i even ask her to marry me, funny thing is we havnt even met yet, but we know we made for eachother.
Soon you will meet someone else, and i hope you will be happy, dont let this ruin ur life, girl u dont need a man to make u happy
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Permalink Reply by Nina Star on -
I find it very deceiving on his part that he was already committed. It must have been a very big shock for you. Just remember this Margarette: "Whatever you do, will come back to you". Karma will get him with time.
But as for NOW, you're on the right track by going out with your friends and having fun! :) You're only young once, enjoy it while you can. If you go out with your friends a lot, you'll be able to meet someone new and have a blast. What happened in the past, STAYS in the past. The busier you keep yourself, the more time you'll have to forget about everything. Take all the time you need and on the way, I'm sure someone much more extraordinary will cross your path. :)
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Permalink Reply by margarette espanol on -
thank you so much nina..godbless..
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Permalink Reply by Nina Star on
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My pleasure... I know exactly how you feel at the moment... But you'll feel better really soon, I'm sure! :)
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Permalink Reply by margarette espanol on
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yeah i really hope so..yesterday he called me up and said that he and his girlfriend had broke up...i said it's none of my busness anymore,we are through and there's no turning back and then i switch off my phone..i think its the right thing to do...i am maybe now being about to recover...:)
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Permalink Reply by Nina Star on
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Good for you! You should be proud of yourself. Turning off that phone must have been so hard... you just want to talk to him and beg for him to take you back. But if he betrays your trust once, he's bound to do it again. He doesn't know what he lost! And in 1-2 weeks he'll be in the past and you'll have met a new hottie! :D
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Permalink Reply by Nornoo Julius on -
just move on dear. cos there are more handsome and trustworthy guys out there who would love to have you near and closer.
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Permalink Reply by margarette espanol on
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thank you for that advice sir..:)
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Permalink Reply by Chelsea Antoinette Nisperos on -
it is normal to cry for what he have done..coz it is really painful especially that u love him very much but I want u to remember that "ONCE is ENOUGH" ...iF he really loves u, he will never hurt your feelings...
Try to move on so u can have a better guy in your future life! I hope u will be happy and if u will cry again, I hope that the reason is because u have found the right one.. Go on and find the way of success in ur life,... take care!
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Permalink Reply by margarette espanol on
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thank you chelsea..:)
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Permalink Reply by James Okeh on -
You have to accept the fact that bye gone is bye gone and look towards the future....i believe with time, you will conquer your past....
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Permalink Reply by May Marie Sagritalo on -
hi, i hope what i will about to say could somehow help you in someways.
do you know about proximity? it means that when a person is near to you. you can feel much the love. but when your far from eachother its like temptation is around you all the time.
so what i mean, is that,., MOVE ON GURL!!!!!!!
forget about him, and consider him as one of your nightmares., remember, what goes around comes around.
just pray a little harder,., god will help you. based from my own experiences,.,
shalom!!
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