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Thinking about the love I never had makes the good ol' heart sad : ' (

I've been thinking about my high school friend, who is a crush of mine and still is to this very day. Sometimes I can't help but just think about how it could've been if they would've been more than just a friend to me. Would we get along? Would we shower eachother with flowers everytime we saw eachother? It just kind of hurts...every now and then to think about it.

See, I put this friend through a lot of trouble, which I honestly didn't mean to put them through this much trouble but I did. I love this person very much, but I feel as if I have hurt them a lot (which I didn't mean to come off that way or something, but apparently I did.). You see, the love I have for this person is well "forbidden," because if we were to ever be in love with eachother, our families would never really forgive us (I would know because I know my mom and dad didn't approve of it and my friends mom and dad wouldn't either) But sometimes, it's just really hard to try to not remember things that may have happened in the past between us, because I just genuinely love this person, at least I think I do. In a matter of fact, I love them soo much that I said for them to stay away from me because if anyone was to ever find out then it would be the ruin of us, I just know it will. I dunno, for some reason I need some closure on this matter but I dunno how to go about doing it. What do you do if the person you love can never be your lover....I just don't know how to deal with it.

Love is complicated sometimes.

Tags: Love, forbidden, friend, ruin

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Permalink Reply by margarette espanol on July 5, 2009 at 6:28pm

hello! its really hard to fall inlove to a friend specially when you and her parents were friends too. but you are the ones who will deal with it and not your family. be man enough to face it. if you really love that person and she loves you too as well then take her away. take her far from trouble. start you lives together and show the people how strong the two of you are. you can not get what you want to get if you will not try. go for it and see where you brave heart can bring you. but once you started it you have to finish it and make sure there is something better to brag.!good luck!

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Permalink Reply by dimples fate on July 6, 2009 at 2:45am

are u both married or committed already?

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Permalink Reply by Jacob Allen Groeblinghoff on July 6, 2009 at 2:54pm

No, we are neither married nor committed!

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Permalink Reply by dimples fate on July 6, 2009 at 7:14pm

y ur hesitant?your not both committed,,try to see wats the reaction of both parties,,,either happy or not...just try to make things out,,,,"you & i against th world",,,heehe,,,if your both determined enough to do it,,surely you can,,,but be ready to accept comments from both parties...its up to u!

gud luck