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thoughts from the heart of a brokenhearted..

it was just months ago..and evreything is still clearly etched in my mind and heart..

it was feb12,09 when we met at their house to spend the whole day together with his family..the last t ime we did it was last december..(his not my boyfriend anymore that time..but he told me that if we can find time, well see each other like the way it use to be..)

everything was close to perfect..

as if theres a chance for us to make our relationship formal again..

but i prove myself wrong when the day of the hearts came..

it was evening when he texted me..

he ask me if were happy..and i replied.."yes, we are"

he asked again.."were ok,ryt?"..and i replied again.."yes ,we are"..

and his next textmessage broke my heart..

he told me in a nice way that it was almost 5 months ago that were separated..
and in that 5months he tried to fill up his emptiness to me..

and his last line totally broke my heart into pieces when he told me that..

"im starting to like someone else..and im about to date her..i hope ur happy for me.."

and now, im in the stage of total acceptance..

i never got the chance to meet his significant other..
though i BADLY wanna know whos that girl,still i know it will just hurt me..

it was jsut 2 months ago..

there were times i thought ive alredy move on..but deep inside me i know i still love him..eventhough he dont love me anymore..(stupid me!)

anyone??could give me advice..

yes i miss him, but i hnestly wanna get over him..

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Permalink Reply by Rahul on February 3, 2010 at 6:38am: hey 1thng..........i thnk u truly love dat guy so getting over him is next to impossible .......but i think u need to find sme1 who loves u truly cares fr u n so on ........tat may take time ...so by tat time u must keep urself busy by doing thngswat u like d most xcept him !! ...it is going to b difficult but tats d oly way out ...do all d thngs wic u like ...let it b singing dancing cooking ...etc etc ....!! keep smiling take good care n be hapyy!! :)))))..................; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Mark De Los Reyes on February 3, 2010 at 10:24am: That man sucks!
He did something that does not amke any sense at all.
I used to be dumped but I can't do that to the person I used to love before.
If she comes back to me realizing what she did, It means she wants me back for some good reasons that hey! Im a great guy.
You will get over it, Im sure you will.
He came back to prove to you that I can also do the same thing what you did before and he just wanted you to feel the same way what he felt before which means a cry baby would always do.
Cheer up!; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by julie ann go on February 5, 2010 at 9:41am: well.ahm we had the same experience,,
buut the diff.between us is my bf reconciled to me,,
all i can say is let her show that u are strong even without him,,,; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by yellow ahlexandrei rosas on February 17, 2010 at 2:17am: hi...i know a gurl..and she knows how you feel....she totally understand you....

You know what she did when shes on your shoes???

She let go of that fucking guy who made her feel like she is the most stupid gurl in the whole world....

So please let him go......he doesn't deserve someone like you...

Hope to heal your heart soon....; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by vanessa ledesma on February 17, 2010 at 8:45pm: ..derz no other way but to mov on,,,,,just like him,,,he also felt empty for months bcoz of losing you,,yet out there somewhere he had found another person who could fill his emptiness....maybe derz also someone out der willing to help you get over him...mov on girl!!!; ▶ Reply to This