i am so very confused about this relationship that i have now. he is my love but not the only guy that i really love most. i know i can move him someday but now is not the time to giving up.
were having sex every month even he already married and had his own family. . i care about his family but i so much care about myself because i dont want to hurt myself anymore, i know that he loves me so much, but he do love his family also. i dont care what people say about our relationship, but all i cae is both of us. i really really love him so much. he dont want me to loss him.
time comes that went to manila and doing something, but he felt jelous and mad why do i leave him, .
after days i go back to cebu, i was able to txt him and inform him that i already here in cebu but he didn't reply me back. i know that he getting mad at me. i really dont know why he do me like this, i thought he loves me. but when we talk with his friend. his friend said that he was jelous because maybe i went to manila just because of my ex boyfriend , because all he knows that my ex bf was living there. i thats not really true.
i really confusing. i was able to talk with him and explain him everything, but he refuse me. i let him act like that coz i understand his side maybe. even i dont. were not communicating for 2 months almost. but when the time comes that he was txted me to ask me how i am, and he realy miss me so much. he want me to go back with him, he asking me for married but how can i acccept that if he still married to others. i really love him,. i really want to get married with him but i dont know why. :-(