Will love find you if you stop looking?Im not sure i can stop looking, im longing to find that feeling that my friends talk about i thought i was in love once , but i found out that he was only an obsession, a waste of time.I want to feel that easiness with a guy, that when i look at him, i know he thinks of me and i know that no matter what he will be in my arms at the end of the night. I dont want to be a jealous person, and i dont want a jealous person. I dont know if i will ever find him, but the loneliness I have is starting to show through, why are my feelings soo tough to hide now? Why do i get angry all the time and feel as though i need to be angry in order to feel better. This is not right, this is not me. How do i find myself again?