SOOOOOO
i just want to let it out...doesn't matter if anyone reads it or not..!!!
from my previous post, the one about how i met Edgar...well i call him from his middle name Jovanny !!
well ok we are still together !! but not offiicially ! i dont know, we just never really talked about it.
but its as if we are in a relationship, its just not official. && i dont really have a problem
with it. whatever happens, happens, all i know is that he REALLY likes me and he shows it
physically && mentally && emotionally !
he is super sweet with me, a gentleman, respectfull, SUPER romantic, ( he came up with wanting to go to the beach with me at night, because it'll be more romantic ) lol, i love it.. && he is so funny, and random, he's very touchy as in like having his hands caress my cheeck and arms, or hands etc. i love everything about him. he's always staring at me, i love it though. when we kiss, i feel so different, i dont know how to explain it.. but the feeling is amazing, i love the way he looks at me, his eyes tells me that he really likes me, when he talks its amazing, EVERYTHING. i literally cant stop thinking about him, and when i think about him, a huge grin appears in my face. i always read our text messages over and over, there so cute, what he tells me. i love how he picks me up out of no where and just kisses me lol. he holds my hand while he drive && when theres a red light we kiss lol. hes truly a blessing guy that i ever met . he's jealous, and that really shows how much he cares. the good thing though, he doesn't go to the CRAZY JEALOUSY POINT. he's been through a rough childhood, with his dad being a drug-dealer and an abusive husband to his mother...it made him better though, a great person that he is today !! he always brings me flowers when he comes over or if were going out and he picks me up , he surprised me one day when he gave me this paper and out of pieces of plants, from his backyard ! he cutted them in peices into letters spelling , " te quiero mucho " , which in english it means i really like you. i found that very cute && creative. he told me that he was thinking about me and that he decided to make something for me .
he knows what he wants in life, majoring in criminal justice, wanting to become a police officer!
he works too.. && he is very loyal, 100% honesty, he makes me feel like a princess ! when we make love , it says it ALLL, no need for words ! after all ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS! i love when he teases me, trying to get me a little upset and when i am , kind of , he'll make it up by kissing me crazy, in my cheeks, asking me
" who's my princess " lol. theres so many great memories about us, even though its only been like literally 3 months kind of... i never felt this way for someone so QUICK !
my year of 2010 its at a great start and im happy that he's by my side !



JUST ONE QUESTION....

Do you guys think i am in love ?