Okay, so on the last day of school, before I went on my 2 week holidaay, I relized that I might want to get to know this guy. I often see him in the library and he is friends with one of my friends. I don't know his name, but the way he moves and his face is stuck in my head and I just can't seem to stop thinking about him.

I still have just under a week left of my holiday until I have a chance of meeting him, but the thing is, is I don't know what to say to him. He is a mega nerd and I always see him with a book in his hand, like me and I would love it if I could go out with him. It is driving me crazy not knowing what his name is. I want to be able to scream out his name and I want to be with him so that I can feel his warmth on my skin. I want to hug and kiss him andd maybe go a bit further.

I can not wait to go back to school, but I'm nervous.