I feel sad tonight and I remember the guy who supposed to be called "my husband". He's the one I adore, I loved and I think of every night. His memoirs kept on playing in my mind everytime I heard a song that he used to sing for me. I love the guy so much and so fool for not letting him know, I just let him go. My heart is bleeding to think that he is with another girl, who he found his real love. For almost five years, I never showed him that I loved him. I was afraid of rejection. That was the reason.

It was two years when we finally met after five years of having long distance friendly relationship. When we met, God knows how much I wanna hold him and hug him so tight. I was really happy and complete everytime we were together. So stupid of him for ignoring what I feel. Yet, we had past relationship and tried to forget what we had started. But I still love him and nothing was changed. I love him more.

I wanted to tell him that I love him and nobody I ever loved the way I feel for him. I am really so helpless and wish I could let him know what I feel. But, he's gone and don't know where he is...Could you please help me to know where is he? Just forward my blogs to all of your friends and wish through this, Bernard Embajador will know how I feel tonight. Thanks so much!